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Journal Entry: Thu Nov 1, 2007, 3:54 PM
Some returns...



I am going, for some time, try to update the extensive list of works that I would like to see, leaving some comments and, later, showing a few features in the journal.

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I thought already in changing the avatar image, but I have no ideas! If someone wants or cares to give any suggestions, go ahead :nod:




Hope you'r ok!

  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: radiohead
  • Reading: "In Tenebris" (Maxime Chattam)
  • Playing: chess
  • Eating: lost the appetite...
  • Drinking: coffee

R.I.P. Sacoto

Wed Sep 19, 2007, 5:33 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: silence.
  • Reading: "In Tenebris" (Maxime Chattam)
  • Watching: Apocalypto
  • Playing: Myst
  • Eating: pears
  • Drinking: ginger ale
Last week my dog Sacoto and two of my cats died.
The circunstances were horrible. The little kitten was certanly run by a car and in the morning we saw that he tried to get close our door... trying to get some help, but he was very wounded. The other kitten had respiratory problems and did not hold out.

But the major loss was my dog

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:tombstone: :arc: :tombstone:

My dog suffered a lot in his life and died in a tragical way. My mother fastened the dog in another place, in the garden, where he had never been. There is a tank of water near. In the morning my mother found the dog dead inside water. I woke up hearing her strong yells, when I left from house she was hugging the dog and crying. I did not hold out also. He had his paws with blood from trying to go out from the tank... but like you can see from the picture, one paw was missing from an accident, it did not manage to swim for the surface. I feel so guilty, I didn't heard his barking... :disbelief:
Sacoto was like a person to us... I cannot believe he lived all his life with us, I think I didn't gave him the attention he needed. I remenber arriving at night and he barked to me: some times I forgot him. He had an enormous heart, always happy with simple things, just with a touch of our hands... didn't deserve to die this way... didn't had a peaceful life and his death was...:depressed:

I hope that he found peace now...:house:

Some niuZz... :)

Wed Jul 25, 2007, 4:34 PM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: silence.
  • Reading: "Actes Délictueux Violents" B. Ga
  • Watching: 300 (for the 300 time...)
  • Playing: "Chuzzle" on mobile phone.
  • Eating: Water melonz and peaches...
  • Drinking: water.
Dear friends,

sure you have notest the lack of dedication here in and from this page. I had problems with my notebook and... well, honestly I was thinking on leaving, so I gave a little space to evaluate my feelings and thoughts about it. I'm trying to get rid of other issues, like finishing reports for university. Next year I will end my master's degree: there's my problem too! I realize I spent 6 years for almost nothing... I've changed, everything change... some things worth it... others not really, of course... but I always kept the dream of being a painter. I remember me as a child with my dirty hands full of pencils... and it's hard to see at this point I didn't follow that spirit. True I'm not that old... but knowing that something was waiting for me... and I followed other area, it's frustrating.
If I want to dedicate my life to forensic psychology, It's impossible to do it in arts at the same time. Some of you will think "No, you can do both!!" Not really... both areas need full time dedication, constant learning and formation... and besides, I don't want to let one for an hobbie.... but I'm shure of something... I will pay my studies in art with my work in the other field... and I will not hesitate a minute if a good opportunity arrives. I just don't want to feel bad about the past years, but for something they happened...

I feel a lot of things change in a few time...
How are you? New goals or projects?

I will spend a week with my lovely friend *witchhammer in Ireland. We are :psychotic:. Hope to find some rainbows with elves guarding golden jugs :psychotic: LOL!! :shamrock:

Whatever, part II... or III!

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 20, 2007, 8:48 AM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Smashing Pumpkins
  • Reading: "Pig island" Mo Hayder
  • Watching: "Lady in the Water" M. Night Shyamalan
  • Playing: chess
  • Drinking: milk
Hello children!

Hum... don't have really nothing important to say :D Thingies are going, I'm bored. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


SP "Stand Inside Your Love"

You and me... Meant to be...
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny... Pure lunacy...
Incalculable
Insufferable
But for the last time, You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I'd dreamed

Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the lover of...

A pure soul and beautiful you
Don't understand, Don't feel me now
I will breathe
For the both of us
Travel the world, Traverse the skies
Your home is here: Within my heart
And for the first time, I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind
Recast as child and mystic sage

Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind
You're mine forever now


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whatever

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 1, 2007, 4:04 PM
Hello children.

I'm honest. I don't fucking care about changing years... but, I wish everybody to have what they deserve.
Well, the past year was a mess, my father spent a lot of money with some troubles in my car and, of course, that would be too luck for me... I had an accident with my car and the repairs are too expensive for the company to pay. So, he, once more, lost a lot of money... and my hopes to get something for christmas were gone. My main goal now is to earn some money to help my father paying my expenses... university, food and medicines.
I don't know how to do it, since my time is short but, argh, it's too much painfull...
I don't want to get down more than I am and quit.

I still watch a few galleries... sometimes, and I'm happy for some person's improvements. I don't have a minimum joy to draw or photograph so, I'm thinking of leaving this pleace, since I don't use the space anymore and I don't take benefits.

I'm shocked about the news concerning to realities like Iraq, terrorism, crime and delinquency, child abuse, abortion, politics and the changes on the environment... everybody's going fucking mentally ill??? I note this is getting so much worst today... in this past few years... Did you ever think this wasn't going to happen?? Well, of course you don't............ you just lay down in your room..... with all your comfort, spending huge amounts of money in all kind of shit that isn't necessary... and then saying you have a shit life.... fuck.... just get information... don't have to contribute...


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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Reading: Michel Cusson - Criminologie
  • Watching: walls around me...
  • Playing: chess
  • Eating: cookies

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